Embarking on a profound narrative journey with John, we traverse the abyss of his troubled youth to his monumental resurgence as a beacon of hope and transformation. Through a series of gripping anecdotes, John unveils the bleak realities of gang life and substance abuse in the deep south—a life where the echoes of violence and addiction once overshadowed the potential for redemption. This podcast episode is an intimate exploration of human resilience and the enduring power of faith.
As the dialogue progresses, we delve into John’s transformative encounter with solitude. In a moment of stark self-realization, he confronted his reflection, unearthing an undeniable truth about the societal undercurrents that often coerce our youth into the whirlpools of negative influence. John’s testament is a clarion call to courage and self-accountability, challenging the narrative that one’s past is an inescapable determinant of one’s future.
The essence of our conversation touches on the symbiotic nature of personal elevation and spiritual awakening. John articulates the cathartic effects of disciplined routines, intense physical exertion, and the anchoring force of positive self-dialogue. The discussion emphasizes the intrinsic link between aiding others and healing oneself—an exchange that amplifies the power of love to vanquish fear.
In a potent reminder of our innate capacity for remarkable change, John highlights the significance of listening to one’s inner voice and seeking validation from sources that nurture, rather than deplete, our spirits. This story of rebirth through spirit and strength serves not just to inspire but to illuminate a pathway for anyone yearning to navigate through life’s tempests. It underscores the message that peace and self-fulfillment lie within reach for those brave enough to commit to their best self.
Our podcast episode culminates in an affirmation of the transformative power of self-commitment and the importance of internal development for achieving true peace and success. It brings to light the value of authenticity and the universal entitlement to live one’s best life. As we share John’s journey, we reiterate the transformative power of cherishing one’s inner divinity, ensuring that this narrative resonates as a testament to the potential that resides within us all.
Julie Hilsen:
Life of Love. Life of Love Life of Love Life Love with Julie Hilsen. Hello, dear friends, and welcome to another episode of Life of Love. We gather every Thursday to talk to other curious minds and explore how we can live in a more inspired and productive and fun way. Life isn’t always about everything going easy, and today we have a guest who’s been through some rocky roads and although he’s young, he’s survived some turmoil and he’s coming here from Louisiana, so he’s a southern boy and it’s really fun to talk to people in my area of the country and whenever I visit Louisiana I feel like it’s a fun place to visit. So I encourage anyone who can go to Louisiana go visit. He’s been really busy finding his path and he’s going to share his story, so I’m just delighted to introduce John. Thanks for being on Life of Love.
John Kimble:
Oh no, thank you for having me. Any opportunity I get to push the message and everything in which saved my life is just. I take it, you know, because if you’ve been through so much, like you said, and all the pains that I’ve been causing caused my life, I just feel obligated to the fact to give it all of what I’ve overcame and the habits and knowledge I use to create the person that I am now, and give that to everyone else.
Julie Hilsen:
I can tell you’re passionate about it. Passionate about it. Sorry, everybody. I had surgery last Thursday. It’s been six days, so I’m not my sharp Julie self today. I’m a little fuzzy on the edges, I don’t know. I think the anesthesia really knocks me out. I’m having trouble, but I’m going to do my best for everybody, because it’s really important for me to get going again. Yeah, I just, john, if you could share. You’re 18 right now and you’re on the other side of something that was really rough. Did you have one event, or was it your whole young childhood that led up to something? Can you give the audience a little background as to what obstacles you’ve had so far? And then, of course, we’re going to talk about your triumphs. So this is really exciting.
John Kimble:
Yeah, of course. Yeah, Actually, of course. There’s multiple events that led to it, but it all first started off with when I just started hanging around and got around the wrong crowd. You know, because you’re a Viper Tractor tribe, Everybody that you hang around is ultimately who you’re going to become out to be. So, like I said, like I always say, I was raised in a good household. Everything was, I wouldn’t say perfect, but everything was good, you know, close to it.
John Kimble:
But the moment I started hanging around this person the brother of the biggest known drug dealer in the city and I started hanging around him and that ultimately led to my gang violence and stuff like this, and he always had my back with stuff like that. So I felt more connected to him ultimately and it just went downhill from there. But it all stemmed really from drugs, like weed. It started off something small like weed, like something like that, and just really finding ways to buy money, like to get money for the weed. So that’s really where the criminal route started. I mean, like I said, I’ve been involved in gang violence and stuff like that and had to pull knives out in order to really save me from getting my head split open.
John Kimble:
And really, if people say that that’s why I always preach this Like there’s this conscience voice inside us that I refer to like the authentic voice of God, and if somebody’s really feared their life or something like that, they really truly see that God is real. Like I don’t care who doesn’t believe in God or whatnot, but really when you fear death like that, I mean there’s no way that you cannot. The fear of God is not instilled within you. Like I wasn’t believing in him at that time. You know, I actually was thinking about throwing the rosary and the bayou and everything like that.
John Kimble:
But I just have to talk about how that was a huge pinnacle in my life. You know, like one moment I actually thought I was going to get jumped by 22 people. We were walking down this alleyway just me and my buddy, that guy and oh my gosh, like I didn’t believe in God leading up to that. So, and I just randomly started praying to him when we were walking down the alley and then, you know, the head guy turned around and then called all of his people off. I don’t know where. It was like a miracle. It’s like what the hell was that, you know? So it was crazy.
Julie Hilsen:
I love how you shared that and I can. I can sense from what you said you. You had this best friend and it was like an exciting bond to have these. You know your adrenaline’s flowing, you know it’s there’s a lot of activity, you know it’s dangerous, but as a as a teenager, like what? Were you 15? Or when did you? When did you start hanging out with the drug dealers, brother?
John Kimble:
Yeah, it was like 15, like 14, 15, actually, yeah.
Julie Hilsen:
Yeah. So it’s just exciting. You understand how these choices can lead to. Like you said, you just wanted another fix, you wanted a little more weed, you want to make a little money and all of a sudden you’re in this alleyway and you’re praying to God for your life, like that fear. But something told you to reach out to God. So where did you have where you brought up in faith?
John Kimble:
or yeah, I always was like I was raised in a Christian based home. But, I mean, as a kid, we’re easily influenced and easily deterred away from the path of what’s most best for us. Because, I mean, really I was just seeking validation from the wrong source, you know, because sometimes we have 10 people that saying one thing, but there’s this one small voice of our conscience that’s calling us to greater, greater purpose, but we don’t really listen to that, you know. We ignore that because we really want to validate ourselves with an external source, like these 10 other people who were going down the wrong route, because, you know, we see it as cool or fun at that time.
John Kimble:
And I mean, yeah, I was just like 14, 15, seeking validation and really just trying to prove myself, but it was just the wrong thing, you know. And then just really listening, and the more I ignored that small voice inside me, the worse it got. You know, it was just pain avoidance. That’s what caused all of it. That’s what caused all the depression, anxiety, all the addiction was all of that. It was just pain avoidance, just ignoring my conscience, that small call of my conscience, day by day.
Julie Hilsen:
Yeah, it seems like that’s what happens when we ignore our calling. It’s like we get a message harder and stronger every time and it’s like if someone could shake another person and say, stop and look, and we would save each other such stress and duress. Yeah, so at what point did you realize that you were living to serve the shiny object, that you were living in the validation of this? It’s pretty much a cult, right, because it’s serving a person to make money and you’re getting your validation from this system. That is part of our consciousness, right, it’s part of our society.
Julie Hilsen:
Dealing drugs has been something in our world, in our field, for a really long time. I don’t know when the word drug dealer was coined, but my whole childhood I was born in the 70s we knew they’re drug dealers. I don’t know when it started, but it’s been part of our society for a long, long time. So, children being affected it’s normal, right, like it’s not right, but it’s normal. And you are running through this and you’re susceptible because you wanted to make a difference and be seen. But when did you say, okay, I’ve got to stop this. You said the signs just got stronger and stronger. You thought you were going to die. What was the moment where you’re like shit I got to get out of?
John Kimble:
this. Yeah, it was solitude, like, honestly, it was just solitude that it stemmed from solitude, because a person is more useful when they reflect more and they reflect more through solitude. So I was isolated. I mean, I was isolated a lot. I really didn’t hang out with anyone, any friends or anything, because the main friend I had and friends I had was just thugs or gangsters or wannabe gangsters. So we really did so. This is what happened.
John Kimble:
So I got admitted into a psych unit because of all the stuff I was causing on the outside world and everything like that and all the suicidal thoughts and whatnot caused from seeing all the pain that I was causing to everyone else around me and everything in which we externally give out into the world we internally receive right back to is. I’ve always coined that quote that I never say that I made a quote up because it’s all ingested through the universal law, the universal truth or God. But that’s what I came up with, worded it in my own words. I’ve always had before because I’ve always believed it, because that’s where all that pain stemmed from was me externally giving it out to everyone else, like my mom and my dad, and then it ultimately came back to me internally. When I was in the psych unit and then I really was reflecting, they put me in like this isolated room, away from everybody else in there, because they wanted to watch me on how my alcohol consumption was, to make sure I wasn’t going to seize out or anything like that. So I was really sitting deep in the pain and I was thinking why the hell am I here, like I don’t want to be in this place? You know, I thought I did. I thought I wanted to go to jail and the psych unit and all that type of stuff, but the moment I got in there, I immediately regretted it. So in the psych unit, though, they wanted to prescribe me to like these therapists, put me on mans and all this stuff, send me to rehab. I refused it all and they were begging me and my parents to do it, but I just refused it. So, ultimately, I probably should have took that stuff, because when I got out, I still got hooked on everything and I was laying on the couch one day after a hangover, you know, after actually consuming all of that shit again, because I got back on it. And that’s when it all hit me, because, leading up to that moment, I’ve always like read and reflected and then to all this other stuff, but I still didn’t really have like a personal development process or anything like that. But I always wanted to change. So, like you said, just over an amount of time just ignoring your conscience and ultimately adds up right. So that’s just that’s the time when it added up Like I got off the couch and I don’t know, I just felt so much pain inflicted within me, like I was so mad at myself and uncomfortable with my position and I had to change.
John Kimble:
So the only thing I did was run into the bathroom mirror, look myself in the mirror and call myself out on everything I was doing wrong. I really took accountability for all my fuck ups and wrongdoings I was partaking in that time and that’s what really changed it all. And these two things is what I preach most, because this will save my life. It’s intense physical action and really talking to yourself, like yourself talk, being directly aligned to the person that you want to become. Because right after I woke up off the couch, I took accountability.
John Kimble:
I ran five miles and while running, because I was boxing at the time, so I didn’t know I could. I didn’t just randomly run five miles, you know, like I was boxing at the time. So yeah, and I ran five miles and myself talk was strictly aligned to the man I wanted to become. And then that’s when change, that’s what changed everything. You know, I really, I really sought deep and said I don’t need any of this external solutions for an internal problem that stemmed from within. So I really, just I really dug deep and realize that, you know, I realized that at an early age and then, ever since then, I just kept implementing that, implementing these certain habits and mindset change that ultimately changed me to who I am now.
Julie Hilsen:
It’s a beautiful story and that accountability and you’re not going to be a victim, you’re going to make the choice.
Julie Hilsen:
And I can relate to looking at yourself in the mirror and saying you’re going to be true to yourself, because that takes a lot of guts to look at yourself in the mirror and say this is who I want to be, because I’ve done it before and the first time I did it I was bawling and I didn’t have the baggage. I hadn’t hurt people intentionally or you know, I wasn’t part of a gang or anything. I hadn’t had to draw a knife on anybody, but the way I was living was hurting people because I wasn’t being true to myself. And I’m not trying to draw too many parallels, but when you said you looked yourself in the mirror, I was like I feel you, I know what you’re talking about and it’s a turning point and anybody who’s out there, just try it, because you can see your soul when you look at yourself in the mirror and really look at yourself into your own eyes and say this is where I’m going, because that’s a decision, that’s a point, choice, point, right.
John Kimble:
It is a hundred percent, and that’s a lot of things that people don’t do Now. They really don’t like to take accountability and, like I say, this wisdom is applicable to anybody fucking out there like 18, 30, 40, 50 on up. You know, I’ve trained clients and talked to people and had people wanting to talk to me about their problems that are 50 and 60 years old. You know, like somebody called me two, three weeks ago a lot of problems because they were thinking about admitting themselves into a psych unit because they’re struggling with suicidal thoughts and everything. And I’m like, I’m like bro, you’re just not being fucking honest with yourself. Like, like, go in there, like he was in there, and then he came out and then he called me and I was like, I mean, honestly, everybody in there is dealing with the same shit. You know it’s a common problem that you’re.
John Kimble:
You’ve just magnified over time, like I say, from pain avoidance, from avoiding your pain, instead of really sitting, sitting deep in that pain and regret that you feel from the past and looking at it as an opportunity for forward progression towards your future self. You know, creating the best possible version of you. And that’s what I’ve done and I mean, oh my gosh, a lot of these people out here are not honest with themselves. Like I don’t know where this phrase came up with, that you should really look at yourself in the mirror and accept what you see. I mean I’m not going to accept anything that I don’t fucking like. You know, I’m going to change it, obviously, you know.
John Kimble:
And then that’s the thing, like I don’t know why people are so fond of that idea. I mean, I’ve had so much compassion and comfort all my life that I don’t need any of that anymore. You know, the compression is really what changed me. Like I needed that compression and sealed within me from others to really change who I am and who I was. And that’s what my dad did, like after I got a resident man. You know I got it from him, but that’s what I needed. You know I didn’t need anybody to really comfort me, because comfort is what destroyed me in the first place, you know. So I mean, just massive compassion is really what changed me. And being truthfully honest and the truth hurts, of course, but that’s what’s most needed you know, all the pain that we’re wanting to avoid is what’s mostly needed to be ran into, and that’s what I’ve done. That’s the only thing that I’ve done and that’s the only thing that I did to actually change me and transcend myself. At such an early age, I just realized it and actually implemented those actions.
Julie Hilsen:
Yeah. So now you’re, you’re committed to helping other people and you’re you’re a trainer and a mindset coach and encourage people to go to, to John’s website because it’s, it’s very valuable, it’s, it’s not, it’s not like one of those websites. You go and you have no idea what the what they’re really telling you to do, like you’re really you’re. It’s very clear. John is completely clear because I think he’s, he’s coming from such a great place of clarity and I just we were talking before this interview, before we started recording, about how we we’re all we have these entanglements and you know, it’s just really. It’s really amazing to think that something we could say here could alter someone else’s life, and then to look at how us, showing up at our as our best self, weaves into someone else’s life and gives them courage to go there. So I really feel like that sort of has come out because you know you’re like, own it, be authentic. So, yeah, john, it’s, it’s so beautiful.
John Kimble:
I mean, yeah, exactly Like we have. And so many people have stories out there but they just, they just don’t want to share it or anything. But everybody’s story, I feel like, is an opportunity to, you know, save somebody else’s life or help them out, because everyone can relate to someone you know and I mean, that’s, that’s just what it is Like people want. They don’t really want the honest truth anymore, especially men out here. They got so comfortable and I know I’m 18 years old but my habits are directly aligned and strictly aligned to the bodily image that I want to possess and the future husband and father I want to be for my future wife and kids. And then some of these fathers out here that actually do have wife and kids, their habits are not aligned to the person that they most want to be, you know, and it’s just fucking crazy, like that’s why, that’s why this, that’s why I say this wisdom is applicable to anyone.
John Kimble:
Because if I was 15, 16, and if I was an addict, so to say, at 15, 16, got admitted into this psych unit and had to get put on watch because of how much alcohol I was consuming, and if I translated myself now at 18 years old just because I was exposed to these universal laws and truths. It’s like the law of exposure Once you’re exposed to it, there’s no going back, you know. So if somebody’s really committed down the life of crime and negativity, the moment they’re exposed to something more positive and influential towards something greater, then there’s no way their conscience will side with them of doing lesser of what everything they could be. So every time that I’m doing less of what I actually could be fucking doing like, my conscience just yells at me and the only difference is the only difference from me now to who I was back then was I actually listened to that voice. You know that’s all what it comes down to.
John Kimble:
Everybody out here is the same. We’re all the same. No one’s better or different than anyone else. It’s just whose habits are more aligned and who really abides their conscience on a day-to-day basis. And that’s pretty much it comes down to that. That is simple. Like the more you deviate from your conscience, the less confident, the less secure you’ll feel within yourself, and then it’s always the smallest voice that may not even make sense at first. That is what’s most needed to be ran into and it’s just like everything that we most want to avoid everything that we most wish to receive is on the other side of everything that we most want to avoid, and the moment we actually run into that is, I mean, the clarity and all this other shit is just, it’s abundant, because every time that I’m avoiding something and procrastinating and then I run right into it, I just get so much clarity back in return.
Julie Hilsen:
So do you find yourself saying, hey John, why is this a big deal? And you sort of ask yourself, or you get quiet and just wait for the answer, because it does take a little bit to realize you have a consciousness first, like, yes, you have this inner voice, you have this soul that wants to tell you things. If you can just shut the other stuff up and then, like, turn off your phone, stop listening to someone, just get quiet first. But how do you question yourself when you’re running up against that wall?
John Kimble:
Right. Well, I just you know you can never really solve a problem in the same place in which it arrived from, and so I really just get in a higher frequency, which means I just elevate past all the bullshit or the negative answers that I may once had before through like I do it. I call it like a meditative state. You know that’s what the higher frequency is. I get there through my burpees, through, like I say, intense physical action, through something like that, getting my heart rate up. You know the blood oxidation level moving, so you can really. I mean that’s the only way that you can really start to start to feel good. Nobody feels bad after a workout, you know. So every time when a problem arises I really just try to get raise my frequency, get in flow state and solve the problem at that point. You know I never really try to truly solve a problem, like I said, at the same place it arrived at a lower or a medium frequency. Like I really tend to get in that higher frequency through my self talk or or it’s really through consistently following my conscience. You know like if I hold word to myself each and every day, then it’s so easy to get in that high frequency and it’s so easy to really find the clarity to any problem out there.
John Kimble:
Because, like I have I was just talking about this a while ago I have such a structured process and program that I go down every single day, that I know exactly when and where I break character, because it’s so structured and I know exactly what I’m doing at what time, so I can really reflect and see where I went wrong and where that negativity was caused because of my structure, process and program. And this is why I preach it and teach it to everyone else around me, because they need. They need that structure, process and program, because everybody else’s habits and everything is all over the fucking place. You know, the moment they actually have some starts, the moment they’re like, oh, I’m sure they actually have some structure within their day and still within them, then they can truly see where they went wrong at. You know, and it’s very easy to find the problem to whatever situation or problem that arises. At that point, you know, because of course, if everything’s all over the place and it’s hard to aren’t really find the solution.
Julie Hilsen:
Right and I really do believe that you can’t solve your problem if you’re in that emotion of you know what, what brought the what? How you’re feeling when the problem comes. You have to find a different state. That changes state. It’s huge.
Julie Hilsen:
Yeah, that’s such great advice to, to do something that raises you and and that’s why I love, that’s what I’m so dedicated to the life of love. Because to me, if I don’t have time to go work out because I know working out is really, really great, it’s just awesome but if I can’t, I get quiet and I just return to like accepting and loving myself and being like Julie. You know, you know this isn’t, this isn’t where you want to be, and I just give myself love and that that feeling of love, even though you’re in a place you don’t appreciate, you still love yourself. You can raise your vibration so fast, because fear and love can’t coexist and whatever caused that feeling of frustration or lack or disconnection, whatever is making you want to avoid something, because it seems hard. Once you face it with love, it doesn’t have power over you anymore, it’s.
Julie Hilsen:
You know, thinking about it is much worse than actually going through it. I love you, no matter what. If you fall flat on your face. I’m still here for you, I still love you. It just diffuses. That’s why I’m committed to preaching life of love, and so I appreciate your take on it, because you’re young and you have all this energy and you have this awesome body you can use to run it through, and that’s glorious, and everyone should do that, because it not only improves your physicality, it improves your mind. So it’s just, it’s a beautiful place to be and a great platform. I applaud you and love how you’ve done that.
John Kimble:
Oh, of course. Yeah, I mean, like I said, if, if, if, like, I feel obligated to share everything that saved my life, you know, like all the pain that I caused and was caused in my life. Any opportunity I get to share it, I have to. I just like, every single time when I try to do something else in life, I always get deterred right back or I always get put back on the path of this like coaching or helping others, because, like I said before, everything that we want to receive internally within ourselves is what we most need to be, what is what’s mostly need to be given externally on to others. So, every time when I’m dealing with a problem or anything like that, I go help someone else out with their problems instead of solely focusing and worrying about mine.
Julie Hilsen:
I mean yeah, a service, exactly, yeah, okay, so so did you study the universal laws, cause you mentioned them a couple of times?
John Kimble:
No, no, I well, there’s like the, like I said, the law of attraction and law of exposure and stuff like this. I never really truly studied it, I just like this is the thing. I heard it. So I have a mentor and I heard it from him speaking about it and really, yeah, and really I just I just lived it, like, especially when I was, like I said, when I was going down on that negativity and the pinnacle where I turned my life around, I lived it and that’s how I changed so quick at such an early age, like I didn’t just instill all this knowledge and wisdom within me, I fucking lived it. Like I lived it day by day. I actually implemented the actions and habits in the wisdom that I gained and that’s what changed me so quick, because I Implemented it throughout the day. I didn’t just, you know, I didn’t just learn and read about.
Julie Hilsen:
Mm-hmm, yeah, I well, I heard somebody say universal law and that was one of those things where my, my brain was like what is a universal law? Like everyone’s heard of the secret, the law of attraction, that’s like so mainstream. But I believe there’s like 28 or 32, I’m sure it’s a significant number. There’s a, there’s a bunch of them, and I did. I read them all and it does change the way you look at things when you can, when you can look at those. So I’ll put that in the show notes because I Well, hopefully I can find it again, because it took me a little digging to find it.
Julie Hilsen:
This is not like you know, a book you can pull up really quick. It’s, it’s um, but if anybody is, if their ears perked up on anything that that you just said, I want to encourage you to look into it, because there are these, there are these words that have a charge, they have a frequency and we’re all here to tell someone something, we’re all here to ignite something in somebody, and if Something catches your ear, there’s a reason. So it’s part of your life path and I’m just validating that. Both John and I are Involved with universal law, but we didn’t know about that before this we started talking and it’s not. I haven’t had another guest on my show bring this up before, so I just I just want to hold space for that and and let people know how powerful these principles are, and we don’t teach them to our children, but they can change your life and especially when you learn them at an early age, it becomes integrated into your soul and and you were supposed to you had a path. This is part of your destiny.
John Kimble:
Yeah, 100%. And that’s the thing like I Mean if we instill these habits and everything at such an early age, we will just prepare past everybody in the future, you know? I mean there’s a lot of people in my class I’m a senior in high school right, I’m still in high school and and there’s people in my classes that, like I hear a lot about the depression and all of this stuff coming up, especially now a days, and I just feel like like I say it’s all just because of pleasure, like pleasure seeking, and and and pain avoidance, like neurosis you know, that’s what.
John Kimble:
It’s the cause of any in the future projection of anxiety or past regression of depression or anything like that. And I mean honestly, it’s just. It’s just pleasure seeking, like if we really seek an external source for an internal problem that only deter us further away from the truth and what we really need to actually seek deep and run into. You know, like I say, like the pain is on the, the solution to our problem is on the other side of what we most want to avoid. So that’s just, that’s just what I’ve learned to do every single day and that’s what I do in my morning process and that’s what helps me out, so much is. You know, I get up at 240, I do my workout and I do my morning reflection. Like I really sit deep in the pain, like I say, and reflect on the day before and see what I regret. And I use the regret as the guidance to really to really expose a weakness in my character instead of exploiting and relying on the strengths, so I can be solid across board.
Julie Hilsen:
Because most people just try to hide their weaknesses and you’re like let me get in there, Get in there and mess it around. Did you say you get up at 240 am?
John Kimble:
Yeah, 240. I mean, I’ve been doing that for a couple after, like I don’t know, 560 days going.
John Kimble:
now I would say 500, some some days going, and I posted every single day on my Instagram so people don’t see me miss, so they can see you know the the consistency that a person is capable of, you know. So that’s what I do on my Instagram a lot. I’m on there 24 set like. I post my post, my wake up, my workout and all this shit on there. I’ve been doing that. I’ve been posting on my Instagram before I got arrested. I mean, I used to post drugs and all of this stuff on my stories and then now they seem to post this type of stuff, you know, years later. So they seem to grow, like my, my snapchat, my Instagram just seemed to grow for all this for these past years.
Julie Hilsen:
It’s a living journal.
John Kimble:
I love it.
Julie Hilsen:
Yeah, well, how do you get enough sleep to stay healthy? Do you go to bed really early too, or yes, you need it, you need sleep right.
John Kimble:
Yeah, sometimes I’ll go to bed early. I mean, I usually go to bed around knock out of like nine or ten, but, um, like last night I fell asleep at eleven. You know, it’s just. It just depends on how much needs to be done that day or how much work have on my phone. I’ll who I need to get back to. But really, yeah, like going to sleep is like eight or nine is needed, but it’s not necessarily what I do, but yeah.
Julie Hilsen:
That has to be your, your regular, not the exception.
John Kimble:
Right, because you want to be cranky, john, yeah, but that’s the thing like I push past the mind and body and I really let Allow the soul to take over. Now I really need it. Like I don’t say I need sleep, because every time I do that I feel selfish. Like you know, I don’t need shit, I just need to outwardly give this person that I’ve internally created throughout the years of overcoming all this adversity. You know, like that’s all I need to do in this life and then at that moment, that’s when I really push past all the negativity, desires, temptations and bullshit that John Kimble possessed.
John Kimble:
And now I’m existing in a way higher frequency, outside of the body and mind of John Kimble and I’m really tapping into, like my soul, my frequency, and I’m existing within the needs of others and in return, I’m getting helped out myself, like I always say. I mean I’m actually being selfish sometimes because I need to give all this knowledge and wisdom I have to others in order for me to feel good myself, you know. So it’s not always only about them, you know.
Julie Hilsen:
Yeah Well, I can see you’re coming from a great place and and I can’t think of a better addiction than to be addicted to Feeling good from helping somebody else. Jump on that addiction train everybody. Our time is coming up, john. This has been so delightful and I think there’s so many great messages have come through. Was there anything else that you wanted to share?
John Kimble:
No, like like the message that I always say. I think I have the quote. I do have a quote on my websites. Whenever you, anytime that you’re feeling like no one, get up and do something right the feeling like someone and that really stems from the quote. The work instills the worth, you know. So the more work you put forth into yourself, the more worthy you’ll feel in return.
John Kimble:
So every time when the days may feel sluggish or you might feel you’re in a losing season I used to, because I used to believe that right now I’m talking to myself.
John Kimble:
I, right now I’m talking to me who used to believe that things weren’t going his way just because of the season or something like that. But it’s really just a buy abiding by your word and Falling through on everything that you said that you were gonna do, and that’s all it is. You know it’s no season or time of the year that Things go your way. And don’t go your way, because even when things aren’t going your way externally, if you in Internally create that person that can go anywhere, like you, create the person that can attain the result, rather than Slowly focusing on the result itself, then no matter what external situation is going on outside, it doesn’t matter of hell’s breaking loose. You’ll always be at peace within your mind because you’ve created this heaven, you know, with instilled within. And then that’s why I always preach, basically just creating that person, that best version of yourself, and then outwardly giving that to everybody else.
Julie Hilsen:
Yeah, it’s, it’s always, it’s something you work on and so, yeah, I honor that Under the work that you’ve done. It’s such a delight and you know that’s that’s some of my core thing is that you’re precious and you, you deserve To live your best life and you know, not showing up as your authentic self is is really it’s not just, you know, preventing the world from being the best it can be, but it’s preventing your yourself. So you cherish that divinity inside of you. You deserve it. You deserve to have Predictability routine and you deserve to question when you’re feeling bad. You deserve to explore. You know you’re worth the time. You’re worth the time to say, hey, what, what does this really mean? I’m inspired by you, john. Thank you so much.
John Kimble:
No, thank you for having me. Thank you.